Archive - And so it begins

OMW! I am suddenly gripped by something I can only describe as "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHKNFIOBWEGIBOGBOIBGOIAJIOJ[EJGPgn!!!" so yeah...I really want to yell at someone but nobody is really to blame, so I decided instead I would rant on my blog...I am so glad I joined this site because now hopefully I shall be able to yell and generally make an eejit of myself on here without people in public doing that whole raise eyebrow/shift away thing!

Then again, saying that nobody to blame is not strictly true.

That stupid boy of camp is getting to me too much, I can't even say why because I like to think I am fiercely independent and that I don't need any boy to tell me what to do..or how to be feeling either. He's more confusing me than anything though...what does everyone think

So I decided that I would try and be a generally lovely person and turn over a new leaf because I have been quite mean in the past so I wrote him a lovely long email about how I was going to try and
1. Compliment him every day. I know that seems weird but I know he is lacking in self- confidence and I thought it would really help me on crap days to have someone just being there and saying, "You have a lovely smile" every so often, you know? Was that so wrong?

and then 2. I was going to send him a new song each day that I thought he would like because, while we compared ipods I discovered that our itunes libraries must be nearly identical because we have so much music choices in common so i thought it would be nice to have someone to compare music with as well... was I so wrong??

So he just hasn't replied at all and I'm thinking, 'That's some bad voodoo, right there'

Then, it didn't help that I read 'The Bell Jar' by Sylvia Plath this afternoon (which, by the way, is a REALLY good book- like seriously fascinating and she writes...just so...like blogging really, such a relateable style...although that might show my instability as her character ended up in an asylum...*ahem*) and it's not the most positive book...nor is it meant to be, but it's such a feminist, angry book that it just made me feminist and angry..ha ha!

So... what on earth am I rambling about?

Yeah, well it didn't help my mood by the weather doing that amazing pathetic fallacy thing...I was lying in the conservatory reading my angry book and the rain actually was CRAZY...then LIGHTNING came and even some thunder and it was just like 'Yes!!!' I love it when that happens...

Might make myself go to bed soon to avoid yelling at an actual person...already had a battle over the lasagne with my sister where she actually tried to strangle me... I was shocked too, that sort of thing has happened since she stabbed me in the arm with her fork- there was actual fork marks- GOOD ACTUAL GRIEF!

Anyway, guess I should go to bed now

Have a nice sleep, everyone!

xo xo

Letlooseonweb (Christine)

Okay, so today I did something EXTREMELY stupid!

So two weeks ago, I took my gorgeous little Samsung camera (which is purple) to the beach beacause I thougt, 'Oooh isn't it sunny here FOR ONCE, wouldn't it be nice to take some pretty pictures with my nearly brand new camera of me and my friendy Claire on the beach?'
NO, I WAS WRONG!
We took a few pictures then...somehow, I'm not sure how... I DROP my camera lens downward into the sand. Yes, you guessed correctly, the lens shield filled with tiny grains of sand and managed to close over it and now refuses to open.
I was devastated actually, I was only getting to know my new little friend and he was so PRETTY (I am still talking about the camera, I think!) so, anyway, I sent it back to Curry's who sent him away to get repaired which meant that, obviously, he wouldn't be back in time for camp which was in four days so I went to the chemist and bought a disposable camera- it was red and sparkly and extremely tacky but it did the job and I wouldnt have been to devastated if it happened to get misplaced at camp because obviously it was worth nearly £200 less than my other camera.
Anyway, after my wonderful camp when I had taken some pictures which, I assured myself, were lovely (it was hard to tell whether we were actually in the screen of the camera when taking pictures of myself with other people...as was my usual habit on the digital one when I could fix it by viewing the back screen, saying 'woops' pressing delete and lowering my camera but, anyway, in all actuality it was probably 27 pictures of the tops of heads but this morning I decided to get the pictures developed so I strolled down to the chemist, went up to the desk, OPENED MY CAMERA and handed them the film!

WHO KNEW YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO OPEN THE BACK OF DISPOSABLE CAMERAS???

So, yeah, that really sucks....

The chemist people said they'd still give it ago so...fingers crossed that there are still some pictures although I think it's quite unlikely...