After about 8 WEEKS of denial, I have finally decided I need to face up to the fact that I'M GETTING MY RESULTS TOMORROW!!!
CRAP BUGGER GRRR!
I have actually, except for a few exceptions, managed to not think about my results the whole summer so it was going well..but now that I've laid out my outfit for tomorrow (yes, I am one of THOSE kinds) it has started to sink in that perhaps, after all, I may have to go into school and find out just how badly I have done!
I'm just thankful that this is only my AS exams so I have one more year to try and stop screwing up... (I have bought lots of cool stationary in the hopes of inspiring myself into concentrating in class).
Several bad scenarios about tomorrow:
1/ I screw up and get 3 D grades and basically give up now and take on a full time job in Tescos
2/ I get a C and am banned from leaving my room at weekends for the whole year because I'll be working at making the C into an A
3/ I get an A in English... after the exam I screwed up so badly that I told basically anyone who would listen that if I got an A in english I would eat my hair and they are totally going to hold me to that... Then again, if I got an A it would nearly be worth it eating my hair because it would be so incredible and unlikely and I would ACTUALLY sexy dance on top of the school principal...poor Raymond may have a heart attack.
So...there's the dilemmas right there
P.S. Anyone who read my previous post about my camera problems regarding my Camp photos, SOME OF THEM CAME THROUGH! 
Have already added them to Bebo and will promptly add them to my blog page as well... if you're wondering who THE boy is...he's the really hot one lol
xo xo
Letlooseonwed (Christine)
